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[30 Sep 2007|08:29am]
so this is what rock bottom feels like.

bloodshot eyes. cut up hands. empty bank.. bashed in truck. vacant emotions. he doesn't care.

I'm lost, even though I know exactly where I am. what do I do now?



escape?...how?

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[15 Sep 2007|03:50pm]
..and now I have someone. ♥
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fuck lauren. [29 Aug 2007|07:50pm]
I'm sick of sitting on my bedroom floor alone, so I'll find comfort in this fake bullshit.
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[17 Aug 2007|10:17am]
[ mood | calm ]

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this is my mind; and <i> Pennsylvania made you sickCollapse )

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[23 Jul 2007|03:31pm]
Have you ever had a song that you love so much, but sometimes your afraid to listen to it because it brings back so many memories.. memories that could make you cry.. and even though the song is so fucking beautiful and you love it so much and it gives you chills at certain parts- sometimes you hold back from listening to it?
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[07 May 2007|11:27am]
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Slipping back into the gap again.
I'm alive when you're touching me,
alive when you're shoving me down.

But i'd trade it all
for just a little
piece of mind.
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[22 Apr 2007|11:07am]
Lack of sleep.
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[07 Apr 2007|06:34pm]
i just got a free ticket to see Brand New! ahhhhhhh :O

:D
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[18 Feb 2007|11:47am]
[ mood | blank ]

FUCK i don't have cigarettes.

so much for dancing, when your ciggarettes fall out of your pockets. even though i was being a badass. hm. i dont want to eat for three days. WATCH ME.

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fuckers. [30 Jan 2007|08:39pm]
[ mood | cold ]

AHHHHH

why am i so lonely?
ugh.

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[24 Jan 2007|04:08pm]
Money is rechid.
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finally. [23 Jan 2007|06:45am]
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soo anxious. red hot chili peppers <3 even though i already knew they were gonna be there thanks to the concert in august where they let it slip. haha. rage against the machine. blonde redhead. RATATAT. placebo. artctic monkeys. tiestooo. bjork. definitely gonna be a one of a kind show. so excited. who's going with me?!

edit: ahhhh. this is going to be GREAT.
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:( [19 Jan 2007|07:21am]
owww my tummy.
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[08 Jan 2007|09:13pm]
[ mood | calm ]

2 hours has gone and turn into 20 minutes. i feel like there's never enough time for..anyhting, any more. I find myself constantly searching or needing more time to accomplish simple daily routines. I don't know if I don't use my time wisely.. or if this is a part of growing up. God age is such a complicated thing. Highschool has almost ceased to exist. And working doesn't even feel satisfying anymore, though i do enjoy my job. I want it to be foggy again. And I really wanna go to the civic center. I wanna take baybay the pug. yuuuuup. that's about it. now i'm stoned.

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[30 Sep 2006|01:16am]
one bad thing afer a fucking nother. high hopes are for the fucking weak

not even jack daniels can help me now. :(
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[13 Aug 2006|05:15pm]

i'm going to RHCP and TMV!!! /dance, dance.


the ticket is 115.00 thanks to my dear friend bri and lending me 60 dollars I get to go. omg i'm so fucking happy. so so so so happy. :D


oh and it's a floor ticket. i'm gonna dance dance dance.
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[13 Aug 2006|01:45pm]
anyone wanna lend me some money...?i'd definitely pay you back once i get a job and a paycheck.. it's for a good cause.I PROMISE.
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[29 Jun 2006|11:29pm]
oh and ALONE
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[29 Jun 2006|11:27pm]
drunk after msi and kill hannah concet

classic

crowd surfing biiiitch.

XD
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[29 Jun 2006|01:09pm]
i'm getting a new car.. or atleast im being forced to.

i don't know what to get. it has to be gas effiient. and i need help. a lot.
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